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PROTEAN IS SUBMITTED!

27 Aug 2012

I’ve just completed my submission for Ludum Dare 24: "Evolution". I give you...

Protean!

Protean is an evolutionary shooter developed for Ludum Dare 24: "Evolution". Battle endless waves of enemies which mate and evolve, mixing and mutating their abilities over time!

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Protean is currently awaiting judging in Ludum Dare 24. View its entry page

One part of Ludum Dare that I've traditionally been bad at is the community interaction/dev journal stuff. I had a go at that this time around, posting several updates throughout the contest:

Aside from a hilarious last-minute Unity reinstall emergency, this Ludum Dare went very smoothly. I got plenty of sleep, ate well, and didn't crunch too badly: Friday night was just a little bit of ideation (no actual production), and I did about 10 hours each Saturday and Sunday. That's quite a bit less time than my past Ludum Dares, and yet Protean turned out a hell of a lot more polished than either Conquistador or Fail-Deadly. I think I'm more proud of producing a halfway-decent game within reasonable hours, than I am of the game itself!

Despite the relative smoothness of the production, this Ludum Dare was kind of a weird run for me, emotionally-speaking. On the one hand, it's been two years since my last LD (when I submitted Fail-Deadly, and subsequently took first place). Stuff just kept coming up -- almost invariably related to finishing Starhawk -- and making me unable to participate. So the release of finally getting to have a good game jam is definitely a positive! And of course, creating something is sort of euphoric pretty much no matter what it is that you made; simply giving form to something, making it be, is a fundamentally human experience unlike any other.

But this time around I had a very different relationship to my game. In my previous runs I got invested in the theme and excited by my concept, digging and exploring the possibility space, trying to invent the most interesting game design I could. I had fun doing that! And this time, the theme was Ludum Dare's elusive unicorn: "Evolution", much-desired yet for years never voted up, until now. So I was really excited about that; I've got a sense of participating in a piece of Ludum Dare history with this one.

And yet...

I just don't feel as satisfied with Protean as I probably should. In fact, I sorta feel the opposite. I feel like I've hit a game design plateau -- not just with this game specifically, but personally and in general -- and I'm just kinda going through all the same motions now. I miss the energy of learning all the new shit I had to figure out in order to build those past games.

In a way, Protean came together just a little too easily.

It occurred to me yesterday that game jams like Ludum Dare may not be very good venues for experimental game design. I think that runs contrary to popular belief, but the more I worked through why Protean wasn't getting me excited, the more I kept coming back to the idea that the game jam is a production exercise, not a game design one. And after nearly a decade as a professional working game designer, and almost twice that making indie games and mods, I've reached a point where the production part of it has become rather rote. I want to dig deep into experimental game design, and for that you need more time and a more focused, curated peer group. You need a depth jam, and that's a whole different beast.

But anyway... finishing a game in two days is still an accomplishment, and I'm gonna go have a celebratory beer over that. :D

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